I mean the world is just full of questions.. I can't believe that is hard to go through.. It seems like more hard for me to stay alone right here hopeless.. many things I have to go through myself which I can't see the vision clearly and I was just thinking of mom's question to me : 'are you choosing the right way for yourself?' this has been go through my mind such a few times.
This was the month of sadness where my friends are facing weakness and hardness in their life. Helix has been robbed last week that cause him to lost 4000bucks, Timmy lost his baby car, Christine faced car accident and I had food poison.
Luckily that Xuer and Nickes accompany me to go through. I had already told the Mr. D that we can't be together.. although a bit hurt him, yet it is good for us both..
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
Monday, March 22, 2010
如果的事 · The feeling that stop in march
the tutor really funny~ keep on pulling her door..
this is really a busy semester i had ever, no time to break, to keep on updating the blog nor to do great things to my family..
I feel alone when i am in the college, it is just a hell when i keep o sitting at the corner of the class doing nothing bt be a fool there to wait for the time to pass-by.. Cannot concentrate on what the tutor and lecture class, always keep on dreaming when the notes and books in front of me..
Feeling weird that my k-papa and mama keep war now.. did not talk to each another for quite a long time, as for me that cannot do anything that is in between of them..
Daddy go to the ZOE conference last night at Johor this time, Cheah Yee went to mama house for staying there 1 whole week, mummy stay home alone because I got to stay at my cousin house so that i can go to college easily..
went for the 'Change Management' just now, which means that i skip the lecture of E-Commerce..
Yesterday~ attend the church Sunday service with Xuer, then stay back for a short practice for the Jesus Resurrection Performance.. As usual, I be the dancer and solo again... thats gonna kill me that i have already a year didn't go for dancing class that i can feel the pain on forcing self to dance. That's killing me..
I am fatter i guess, having gathering dinner every week now..
the secondary class gathering was fun that every still the same with funniest face make jokes around.. Anith told us that she want married in 2 years time and now she has already engaged..
I am just wondering why am i here at the corner in the class, making fool, doing nothing and damn sick on the plenty of assignment high up to my neck that cannot concentrate on the class..ACT LIKE A CHILD ever~
this is the sadness semester I had before, every beloved one tries to withdraw in the few months later~ SOB SOB
this is really a busy semester i had ever, no time to break, to keep on updating the blog nor to do great things to my family..
I feel alone when i am in the college, it is just a hell when i keep o sitting at the corner of the class doing nothing bt be a fool there to wait for the time to pass-by.. Cannot concentrate on what the tutor and lecture class, always keep on dreaming when the notes and books in front of me..
Feeling weird that my k-papa and mama keep war now.. did not talk to each another for quite a long time, as for me that cannot do anything that is in between of them..
Daddy go to the ZOE conference last night at Johor this time, Cheah Yee went to mama house for staying there 1 whole week, mummy stay home alone because I got to stay at my cousin house so that i can go to college easily..
went for the 'Change Management' just now, which means that i skip the lecture of E-Commerce..
Yesterday~ attend the church Sunday service with Xuer, then stay back for a short practice for the Jesus Resurrection Performance.. As usual, I be the dancer and solo again... thats gonna kill me that i have already a year didn't go for dancing class that i can feel the pain on forcing self to dance. That's killing me..
I am fatter i guess, having gathering dinner every week now..
the secondary class gathering was fun that every still the same with funniest face make jokes around.. Anith told us that she want married in 2 years time and now she has already engaged..
I am just wondering why am i here at the corner in the class, making fool, doing nothing and damn sick on the plenty of assignment high up to my neck that cannot concentrate on the class..ACT LIKE A CHILD ever~
this is the sadness semester I had before, every beloved one tries to withdraw in the few months later~ SOB SOB
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
如果的事 · 被遗忘的日记
已经有多少天我没向大家报道了??连我自己也忘了~也许我真的很忙...
看了Min yik老师的专栏，才厚然发现她很有艺术天分...锦贵不时也会到医院捐血，没想到他那么有正义感，应该向他学习..
今天在班上有被某人气得咋咋跳，回过神来，下课了~到Survine的班楼下等她放学..一起到奢侈的Secret Receipy享用晚餐...
思玲让我想起了很多高中时候的趣事，和斗鸡眼吵架的时候，还有一起唱歌的时光~
昨天才从赌船回来的我，晚上又到马华公会当usher，简直是要我的腿缠废掉...新的团体-列外人，是由那张惠妹的音乐总监‘Martin'操刀的新人团队也是来自于林义忠歌手牧师的教会会有之一，他们的新专辑~姑娘，很漂亮（有点像ShinEE)已经出版了，不错~很有潜能，而且还是那电台中已连五次首榜的歌了~超geng...已经一整夜没睡没坐的我，脚痛的妈妈认不得...今天还有点仲仲的感觉~可怜的我...
无意中得知我姐的乾弟弟跟他说的所谓‘秘密’，吓得我很想避开他~太不可思议了，怎样都好，讲清楚比较好~Papa in Christ 要我和他讲清楚，避免‘手尾长’...跟几个大姐姐大哥哥谈了之后，发现到他们的意见和关怀很实在...真的很谢谢你们一路以来的指引~
Laura will go to Malacca soon for her mission and evangelism studies~ pray for her~
看了Min yik老师的专栏，才厚然发现她很有艺术天分...锦贵不时也会到医院捐血，没想到他那么有正义感，应该向他学习..
今天在班上有被某人气得咋咋跳，回过神来，下课了~到Survine的班楼下等她放学..一起到奢侈的Secret Receipy享用晚餐...
思玲让我想起了很多高中时候的趣事，和斗鸡眼吵架的时候，还有一起唱歌的时光~
昨天才从赌船回来的我，晚上又到马华公会当usher，简直是要我的腿缠废掉...新的团体-列外人，是由那张惠妹的音乐总监‘Martin'操刀的新人团队也是来自于林义忠歌手牧师的教会会有之一，他们的新专辑~姑娘，很漂亮（有点像ShinEE)已经出版了，不错~很有潜能，而且还是那电台中已连五次首榜的歌了~超geng...已经一整夜没睡没坐的我，脚痛的妈妈认不得...今天还有点仲仲的感觉~可怜的我...
无意中得知我姐的乾弟弟跟他说的所谓‘秘密’，吓得我很想避开他~太不可思议了，怎样都好，讲清楚比较好~Papa in Christ 要我和他讲清楚，避免‘手尾长’...跟几个大姐姐大哥哥谈了之后，发现到他们的意见和关怀很实在...真的很谢谢你们一路以来的指引~
Laura will go to Malacca soon for her mission and evangelism studies~ pray for her~
Monday, February 22, 2010
如果的事 · Results
damn hot around here.. still in new year mood and yet the reopen started today~
I really scare on my result that will release on today.. Going to blood donation then to college It computer lab~ checking for result~ Pray for not to fail..hallelujah!!!
Welcome Ms. NEOH CHEAH LIN
Name NEOH CHEAH LIN
Reg. Number 09PBD04119
Exam Index No. P10008BDMK
I/C Number 911221-07-5100
Programme DIPLOMA IN BUSINESS STUDIES (MARKETING)
Result AACS1733 INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY & SYSTEMS B-
ABBE1023 MACROECONOMICS B-
ABDM1073 INTRODUCTION TO ORGANISATION & MANAGEMENT B-
ABFA1023 FUNDAMENTALS OF ACCOUNTING B-
AELE2263 ENGLISH FOR COMMUNICATION C+
AAMS1773 QUANTITATIVE STUDIES B-
Remarks
Date of Release 22 FEBRUARY 2010
I really scare on my result that will release on today.. Going to blood donation then to college It computer lab~ checking for result~ Pray for not to fail..hallelujah!!!
Welcome Ms. NEOH CHEAH LIN
Name NEOH CHEAH LIN
Reg. Number 09PBD04119
Exam Index No. P10008BDMK
I/C Number 911221-07-5100
Programme DIPLOMA IN BUSINESS STUDIES (MARKETING)
Result AACS1733 INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY & SYSTEMS B-
ABBE1023 MACROECONOMICS B-
ABDM1073 INTRODUCTION TO ORGANISATION & MANAGEMENT B-
ABFA1023 FUNDAMENTALS OF ACCOUNTING B-
AELE2263 ENGLISH FOR COMMUNICATION C+
AAMS1773 QUANTITATIVE STUDIES B-
Remarks
Date of Release 22 FEBRUARY 2010
Monday, February 1, 2010
如果的事 · Facebook Again 1 feb 2010
这几天忙得不得了，由于才刚考完试，心情也跟着轻松起来...这次的考试，虽然我比以往还要勤劳，可是我却一点把握也没有...也不知道为何会有这个莫名其妙的想法。搞不清楚自己要的是什么......
和Survine光了无数次的百货公司，卖的都是鞋子和衣服，裤子只有一件，新年衣难道只是如此?我的天哪!!我尽然在短短的时间花了几百块钱??要死了...着几个星期没和你们报道我的一切，真的和不好意思...享用了不少好料的我，的的确胖了很多（积极减肥当中），看来一定要好好保养自己..
跟朋友的关系还好，比之前好多了，至少还会说说笑笑，没之前那么尴尬了。但是从朋友当中，的确有人还在挑魄离间（对字吧?）`令感情恶化...那个人不用我说，大家心知道就好....
在教会，牧师也分享不少有关复兴的事，看来马来西亚快要面临复兴了，所以一定要带好全副军装。差点忘了，恭喜我们家雪儿正式成为上帝的子女，我的主内姐妹了...刚洗礼的她很高兴的和我分享了她的喜悦...而且她还说Ian要等到爸妈允许才能接受洗礼，我看她时感受到神的同在了。多多为他祷告吧!!!
开始玩Facebook Zynga Texas Heldem Poker，惨了!!有点上瘾了..不行!!一定要拄止.房价的我，一改好好休息...
电脑reformat令我很担心，东西全没了，pendrive还中病毒，完全不能用...气死我了!!!
发现新的Poker-poker world，Survine want me to join yet I have no money to play...每天早上暗暗的天气，风吹来也特别冷...
和Survine光了无数次的百货公司，卖的都是鞋子和衣服，裤子只有一件，新年衣难道只是如此?我的天哪!!我尽然在短短的时间花了几百块钱??要死了...着几个星期没和你们报道我的一切，真的和不好意思...享用了不少好料的我，的的确胖了很多（积极减肥当中），看来一定要好好保养自己..
跟朋友的关系还好，比之前好多了，至少还会说说笑笑，没之前那么尴尬了。但是从朋友当中，的确有人还在挑魄离间（对字吧?）`令感情恶化...那个人不用我说，大家心知道就好....
在教会，牧师也分享不少有关复兴的事，看来马来西亚快要面临复兴了，所以一定要带好全副军装。差点忘了，恭喜我们家雪儿正式成为上帝的子女，我的主内姐妹了...刚洗礼的她很高兴的和我分享了她的喜悦...而且她还说Ian要等到爸妈允许才能接受洗礼，我看她时感受到神的同在了。多多为他祷告吧!!!
开始玩Facebook Zynga Texas Heldem Poker，惨了!!有点上瘾了..不行!!一定要拄止.房价的我，一改好好休息...
电脑reformat令我很担心，东西全没了，pendrive还中病毒，完全不能用...气死我了!!!
发现新的Poker-poker world，Survine want me to join yet I have no money to play...每天早上暗暗的天气，风吹来也特别冷...
Monday, January 18, 2010
如果的事 · 个人对人生的感受
poor guys in CLHS pass away because of the nightmare yesterday. The dragon boat practice leads them to be with the lord now and no more chance for this year CNY... Sadness makes people's tears flow non-stop, ^ of the students pass away with nothing left for their parents and families but only disappointment.Pray about that.
当我一个人从睡梦中醒来的时候，突然很有一种想法，那大家所熟悉的‘罗密欧与朱丽叶’-莎士比亚的爱情故事之一的背后有一个很不寻常的所在。人人都觉得到那罗密欧是一心一意的爱着朱丽叶，那原本是个很完美的爱情史背后的不完美是有那个罗密欧在舞会上所一见钟情的初恋情人-玛丽亚，默默承受着那被动了手脚的故事。原本是玛丽亚先遇到罗密欧的，那原本就快要结婚的小两口却被所谓的朱丽叶趁虚而入和罗密欧如同那故事情节的完美结局。但事实上，又没有人能够了解到玛丽亚的感受？原本就快和心爱的人一起，穿上那爱的嫁纱在那爱神丘比特的带领下，上帝的见证以后就会永远在一起的她会在最后的时候变成怎么样呢？没有人知道，没有人能够了解，没有人能明白那种割爱成全的痛楚……
就像被心爱的人出卖了还要为它付出，沦落到那下贱的痛苦。曾经两人的承诺一瞬间消失到谷底，轰轰烈烈地曾经爱过，换来的是如此伤人的悲剧。难道在你们眼里的所谓完美爱情只不过是如此？被出卖的玛丽亚的结局是什么？到如今没有人知道，原因是那一厢情愿的作者在摆布。这个故事往往在我们的现实生活中缠绕着，生活中的配角往往会让人又不可思议的举止。每当我们身边的客串无时无刻要我们提仿那自我为好朋友的，可是倔强害惨了幸福。挡路人看见的时候，只会感叹短暂的爱。
很多时候，我们认为对的东西未必是对的，只是我们必须要站在没有私心的立场上，事外当中才能看到我们原本不能察觉到的一切。中听的话未必是对我们好的，难听的话未必是不好的。
Ewin ask me to teach her brother Malay and English as a tuition teacher that I never been before so panic grant me to be afraid of this. Pray before do anything. She asked me not to be afraid on it yet be calm to teach him for her brother already in secondary school. Oh my goodness, mom laughs at me because my personal Malay is like such a dreaming case.
Last week, Yoshin came and want to borrow white shirt from me for working purpose yet she chat with me non-stop until she and Miyeon refuse to go work.
Kelvin Soh and his evangelism group came to Penang for a concert aka famous artists nowadays, like Ah Mei. Drummer- Jeremy, bassist- James, Saxophone player- Steve and much more together with their half to our church. We were having lunch together at my uncle restaurant- ‘Tuk Tuk Thai Restaurant’. I was just like a tourism guy introduces much recipe to them. A happiest lunch that we did enjoy it so much.
当一个静思时，都会有很多不一样的感想浮现。这几天我轰然发现到我的家人夺我的感觉和以往不同。从刚刚才完成的大姐婚礼后，我觉得到他么离我越来越远，从他们的对话`思想`举止，和以往不一样。脾气变得很暴躁…所以可以说那场婚礼，我是多么想避开`多么想不要参加。
我又在觉得到朋友；对我来说，日久见人心，你当他是宝儿他未必当你是好…你们都有同感对吧?无时无刻为他们着想，辛辛苦苦地扮演好自己的角色，可是你万万也想不到那对你好的是那无时无刻为你想，为你付出的人。朋友再也不是你所想像的那样-是拿来出卖的。是我们应该呵护的…
考试??我根本没有那种冲力去读书，反而一整天到晚无所事事`走来走去`心情跌倒谷底，没心写部落各，连上厕所以觉得不必要，难道我的时间到了?快死了?没有感觉…
The pain of my heart in physical condition makes me feel that my life likes want to meet the end....Saturday, January 2, 2010
如果的事 · Happy December 2009
Really long time I didn't upload and update my blog already.
That's pretty sorry about that because I was busy about friend's wedding and my sister's wedding which is nearly at the corner as I have a lot of assignment and many works to finish.
21th December 2009 was my 18 birthday and I really thanks Facebook birthday reminder application created for hundred over people greet me about my birthday. Thanks for all my friends that gave me a lot of present on it for many people celebrate birthday with me. As for my dad, he wish to see me dare to go for blood donation. So why not I go? Afternoon, my classmate celebrate with me at 'bak kut teh ong' and at night, T&T celebrate with me at OXO Cafelab.
23th December 2009, songs practice at church for Boon & Grace wedding dinner. After that, we went for dinner at Ox Taiwanese restaurant yet the next day, Hui Wen found that she has a food poison after the dinner.
24th December 2009, go for Christmas celebration with T&T cell group and Laura's families at 4th auntie's house. The marinate of the chicken wings were nice and tasty which Pastor Shirley give Jen auntie a highest rates. As for the gift exchange session, I got a big box of Carlbury Milk Chocolate.^^ .. Then we went to Queensbay for countdown session with Hui Wen's friends, Tim, Edwina and Steven. I saw my secondary schoolmates that they get a shock while seeing me wearing so weird to countdown. That's fashion, okay.
Because I just came from BBQ.
26th December 2009, big day for Boon and Grace, the decoration of the church is nice and full of joyous in the ceremony. All the 'audience' are ready and excited about the kissing part. When the pastor announce that 'You may kiss the bride', all of us just stand up and put our hands together to shout for it. While for the time when the bridegroom came to 'get' his wife, I was the helper for that day so I had a responsible to 'play' the bridegroom and his so call brother. Yet, I was played by them for they have so many people around to support the bridegroom. During the dinner night, we all took photograph with this lovely couple and the major is that our 'doctor Emmy' is back!! Hurray!! Nice to meet her again. We were really panic to present the song we plan to greet them. Finally, it ends with a happy ending.
That's pretty sorry about that because I was busy about friend's wedding and my sister's wedding which is nearly at the corner as I have a lot of assignment and many works to finish.
21th December 2009 was my 18 birthday and I really thanks Facebook birthday reminder application created for hundred over people greet me about my birthday. Thanks for all my friends that gave me a lot of present on it for many people celebrate birthday with me. As for my dad, he wish to see me dare to go for blood donation. So why not I go? Afternoon, my classmate celebrate with me at 'bak kut teh ong' and at night, T&T celebrate with me at OXO Cafelab.
23th December 2009, songs practice at church for Boon & Grace wedding dinner. After that, we went for dinner at Ox Taiwanese restaurant yet the next day, Hui Wen found that she has a food poison after the dinner.
24th December 2009, go for Christmas celebration with T&T cell group and Laura's families at 4th auntie's house. The marinate of the chicken wings were nice and tasty which Pastor Shirley give Jen auntie a highest rates. As for the gift exchange session, I got a big box of Carlbury Milk Chocolate.^^ .. Then we went to Queensbay for countdown session with Hui Wen's friends, Tim, Edwina and Steven. I saw my secondary schoolmates that they get a shock while seeing me wearing so weird to countdown. That's fashion, okay.
Because I just came from BBQ.
26th December 2009, big day for Boon and Grace, the decoration of the church is nice and full of joyous in the ceremony. All the 'audience' are ready and excited about the kissing part. When the pastor announce that 'You may kiss the bride', all of us just stand up and put our hands together to shout for it. While for the time when the bridegroom came to 'get' his wife, I was the helper for that day so I had a responsible to 'play' the bridegroom and his so call brother. Yet, I was played by them for they have so many people around to support the bridegroom. During the dinner night, we all took photograph with this lovely couple and the major is that our 'doctor Emmy' is back!! Hurray!! Nice to meet her again. We were really panic to present the song we plan to greet them. Finally, it ends with a happy ending.
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