I mean the world is just full of questions.. I can't believe that is hard to go through.. It seems like more hard for me to stay alone right here hopeless.. many things I have to go through myself which I can't see the vision clearly and I was just thinking of mom's question to me : 'are you choosing the right way for yourself?' this has been go through my mind such a few times.
This was the month of sadness where my friends are facing weakness and hardness in their life. Helix has been robbed last week that cause him to lost 4000bucks, Timmy lost his baby car, Christine faced car accident and I had food poison.
Luckily that Xuer and Nickes accompany me to go through. I had already told the Mr. D that we can't be together.. although a bit hurt him, yet it is good for us both..
