Thursday, October 22, 2009

如果的事 · Sick

again, esther feeling not well this few days and weeks..
that's why I am already not update my blog for many days. So sorry about that..

already whole week long I didn't update my blog.. It i not because that I felt boring on it, bt is too many stress, unhappiness and sicknesses all around me..

tell you guys something.. one day, a guy ask me to go out, but I just ignore it and ask him go and find my friend, the end.. I get scold by my mom that I push t others..funny

Friday, October 16, 2009

如果的事 · 16 - 10 - 2009 Thursday Sunny

kinda boring t sit alone at college foyer..
doing nothing and wait for the time to pass-by..
another 2 hours only the class start..

lee yee ask me to watch the thai advertistment in youtube..
luckily I got a friend like her that wake up early to chit chat with me..

1 noob guy alwaysask me for dating and yet he didn't look at his characteristic of why I always refuse to go out with him.. This not my taste man.. I like the 1 who reallycan make me fell comfortable no matter the look and the character and yet people always said that my time has not yet come... How long I going to wait some more?

the advertistment is really creative and nice as same as japanese and korea one..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yomF6kEzEk0&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bVFKcD-snYI&feature=related
everyone not so know that I actually is from thai family which my granny is all from thai..
so I could understand a bit of thai ad yet I look a bit dark where I am source from thai family..that's sounds cool huh??

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

如果的事 · 14 - 10 - 2009 Wednesday sunny

really bastard to tell you guys about my today schooling time...
Is quite bullshit to talk about this 1..
today, I'm really 'sui' today..

In macroeconomics, because the class is damn boring and the lecturer is noob (PDF holder), during her first time class, she start to show off... On that time, I heard someone screaming so I looked down the 1 floor, and she start to notice on me, so I tried to force myself to sneeze so that I have a 'good' explanation for her.... But she keep staring on me, so 'dai lou' keep looking on me for she is staring on me quite long time although I apologize.. Damn, I just like a fool to act like nothing so 'prevent' her on deduct my marks... So Ewin and Yvonne then gossip on her while Hansson and us try to wrote our words into the paper but scare that she will look on 'our' paper... She keep on asking 'our gang' question to try to let us know that she has plenty of knowledge to teach us and she keep on try to find our mistake until Hansson want to scold her..

During the 'journey' back to home, 1 stupid bird poop on my head, all whole gang want to snap my funny looking... when I try to bath, the taip water 'shoot' towards my face and my whole body turns wet...

KINDA WORST DAY

Monday, October 12, 2009

如果的事 · Fail

nega chi gem otoke??
ne ga fail in exam ta.. arrassor..
otoke..
omma sure kill me 1..
now at school very down ..
very sad man..
sure i will get scold and kill..
die die die..

shit, i am only the one who fail in quantitative account le..
how?what to do??asking my both twins brother to teach me some how I get to know that Jen has failed all the subject... What to do next?? taking the exam resit slip and keep on looking on the paper then try to think whether I really done wrong in the examination.. so Survine ask me to appeal the result taken.. by the way it cost another RM50 for the application fees and some more all of us fail so many..


for my case is that, I get C-, so which means that I get 50-54 marks in between so the failing rate for me is not fair..It may cause my certificate to be given a 1 red mark there..

bad la oi.. stop that la.. that's killing me..

Thursday, October 8, 2009

如果的事 · ice cream made in korea




Today is a kinda new day for me..(after chatting with friends through facebook)

after getting from bed,daddy picked me to sister's shop to wait for her to take me to college..
today class was really lousy because I am too concentrate on it cause the sound of the new lecturer is too loud until I have no chance to take a nap on it..

after that, follow Ewin and Yvonne to mall, having ice kacang at Penang Road and then I took bus back home..Mum has prepared noodle for me as my dinner and yet it taste not nice as what I cook cause it taste odourless.. (don't angry ya)

well well,today not much happen cause i just run out of time on playing games..
sis treat me korean ice-cream and it taste nice..
i love it

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

如果的事 · Skip

雨还下个不停,醒来将刚才大姐开的灯关上,闭着眼睛,睡不着的我望着天花板,很饿冲凉很冷,冷到我的脚也冰了搽了乳液,就穿长裤我今天就旷课,两个小时的课而已嘛,不去也罢

妈妈就很担心我会被记过安啦又不是第一次,我不想去的原因不是因为我昨晚的头痛,而是我很累,看到Laura在我笔记簿写的‘一起奋斗,创造身为我们准备的美好一切’,很有安慰的心意谢了收拾了我的书本,将那些久的都扔了,就将新的摆上好重啊今天下那么大雨,我看那个倒垃圾的大叔又再放假咯

喝了两杯的可可,看回那花样少男的连续剧,想要上网的我又因为无线电有问题而呆着看戏如果我能像剧中的具俊熙,帅帅的、又能干的女人就好了至少可以呼天唤雨…(发梦还早叻)…吃了快熟面,喝了豆奶,妈妈就放工回来了聊了一下的我们,妈妈就喝茶而我就躺在床上听歌老大来电?!找我有事吗??KL的学院来电(而且是两间)要我去受训??可是我很抱歉得说一句吧,我已经在TARC读了SEM2…

从午觉醒来的我,六点多咯吃了爸爸买回来的包子,做了个clear blackporeMask,洗了脸就和爸妈将妹妹送到补习班,吃了晚餐,大伙回来后就和大姐商量她的婚事还闹了很多笑话
晚上二姐来电,要我打工赚钱供车子,说我可以当补习老师(可是我不会教,也没有耐性教),当waitressbartender,还是到MOIStiger show??胡扯了许久,我的笑声让爸爸骂了一顿难道除了这些就没有别的吗???人人都说我像个小姐这个不行那个不做,其实我也很想做工嘛可是就是没有一样适合我叻

夜里,只有我和VAIO还有那风扇在旋转的声音,大家一大早就入眠了我也是时候睡了明天还要一大早醒来到菜市场帮忙,然后二姐才送我去上课这个星期天还有家庭聚会+会议烦啊

如果的事 · Again 5 – 10 – 2009 雨 monday

今天又下了一场超大的雨,我也有好几天没有些部落格了几天可是我的第二学期的第一天叻,有点奇怪,喝了杯美禄,准备去上课了今天是班上的另一个同学-Kah bee载我去学校,原本要Shyen载我的,可是怕他的女朋友胡来所以就取消了这个念头

她不再载我了,原因是她很忙,举止让我回想起那高中时承诺的友谊永固??这是她吗??我再重复的问我自己她变了,或许别人看不见、感觉不到,妈妈还问我有没有惹她生气??(我是像那吃饱没事做闲着吗??)在和朋友聊天时,我再感觉到她的无视,我再讲话的时候他就将别的话题…Manzy都有感觉到她和我好像变得很不一样午餐时间,我发觉到我的话很少,而且我很想时间快点结束,因为气氛快令我窒息

Hansson他们都没来上早课,还在睡觉的他们被我们吵醒了毛(chris)还说我们的笑声它惊人了…Ewin又在出车祸了这次遇到的是帅哥,搞到她连要骂人的话都吞进了肚子他还说他应该是有钱人家,因为拖车的钱都是他付的我的天啊…600多块拖‘一辆车’???太扯了吧没见到的同学(三个星期的假期)变得很不一样,有的帅了、有得很有女人味(特别是Jenny)、有的变漂亮了、还有的变得很不一样

听说某人有了新男朋友,可是那不是才刚刚和他分手吗??怎么那么快就有了呢??或许韵姿的朋友所说的都是真的??太不可思议了,果然是个高手那个人也是,这回说没感情、没感觉、不可能接受可是另一回却听到他因为另一段恋情在烦恼着一个人就是有两条腿,所以就可以像这样一边一条船吗???何苦呢??为什么要这样呢??这是在找别人补救另一个人的不足吗???难道这就是你们所谓的爱吗???

放学后,就和Ewin还有Kar Bee去买纸和笔(文具类),回到家,妈妈看到我无精打采的样子还故意逗我笑,抱歉,我都是皮笑肉不笑,因为这突来的问题让我不知所措晚上Li Yung要我们到火锅之家帮Adrian庆生,不是说好要到Harvest In?答应他们的我,突然头很晕,发烧,又很想呕吐爸爸还买了炒面,吃了几口、吞了药片又睡的我被Hansson骂我放飞机、Laura原本也要带我去吃东西的,可是刚刚淋雨的我发烧了也只能说对不起了
又想到这几天常被某人像鼻屎粘着(学那花样少男里的具俊表)要我和他约会,头有更加痛了,还被大姐当笑话岂有此理!!太不像话了森熔也为此而笑个不停,韵姿也是醒来要妹妹帮我揉揉额头,我又睡回了

如果的事 · Days30 - 9 -2009 wednesday sunny day

又一天过去了..很闷啊…这几天都在家里闲着没事做,和survine一起吃刷刷锅,逛逛和到一些美容院去询问脸部的疗程…聊聊人家的是非,我的天啊??!!真的假的??‘她’有男朋友了???对!!!昔日的‘她’的确不一样了…变得‘比较会’打扮,更会减肥,令人诈舌…只不过也太扯了吧…居然有那么多‘admirer’,芷苓还说这些男的也太瞎了吧…就是说嘛…大多人都没那么看好她的恋情,因为他娘的有的是几银两嘛…人人的评语令我笑得一发不可收拾…

看到一本书写得很不错,blogger 就像blogger naked(裸露),凡是有些部落格的人难免会将自己的事告诉他人,不是直接的,而是都一个圈子将事情一五一十的用文字写出来,是在说我吗???有点像笑…well well… 事实上我都没什么告诉嘛…纯粹好玩…比起一个人在家里写日记来得更痛快,因为可以无畏不拘的写下自己的心情,让大家明白我在想什么…


从中还知道那从网站看人家的照片然后笑个不停、看人家的网址来暗爽扯笑是一种病态,就像我们常常做的事…哈哈…感觉真得不赖嘛…呵呵,大家都认同…


Adrian (不是我的弟弟,是我们班的小伙子)快生日的他很开心我们将要为他预备的gathering,就在这要来临的星期一,也就是开学的第一天,到我们最怀念的Harvest In Restaurant,享用午餐…这是Hansson安排的,RSVP在Facebook问我们会参加吗??!!ok,我会记得的,就那么决定吧…让我告诉Survine…他很感动~而且还喜笑得对我说他可以拿正牌去‘Clubbing’了…好啦好啦…恭喜你吧…还威胁我一定要介绍美眉给他,指定是要会到图书馆和读书馆的,还要很漂亮的…要求还蛮多的他真的很开心哦…恭喜你啦…


在Samoa,Kemboja,Vietnam,Philipine,Laos,Indonesia and Australia都有台风、地震、海啸、沙暴…除了祷告,我真得什么也帮不到忙吗??Uncle Alex说得对,为什么基督教的都没再帮忙呢??都是一些慈济和JCI在帮忙,然而其他的宗教都跑到哪里了呢???
前几天我才到那韩国基督徒举办的祷告馆-Prayer House Of Penang,他们真的很有忍耐,居然可以在早上天还没完全亮的时候(五点早晨)就到祷告殿里与神亲近来祈祷…难怪他们国家可以迅速的的发展得那么快…


这几天都和jae聊聊他的事,发觉到平常嘻嘻哈哈的他还蛮多不开兴的事,还蛮同情他的…就像我一样…果然是难得知音叻…