Monday, January 18, 2010

如果的事 · 个人对人生的感受

poor guys in CLHS pass away because of the nightmare yesterday. The dragon boat practice leads them to be with the lord now and no more chance for this year CNY... Sadness makes people's tears flow non-stop, ^ of the students pass away with nothing left for their parents and families but only disappointment.Pray about that.


当我一个人从睡梦中醒来的时候,突然很有一种想法,那大家所熟悉的‘罗密欧与朱丽叶’-莎士比亚的爱情故事之一的背后有一个很不寻常的所在。人人都觉得到那罗密欧是一心一意的爱着朱丽叶,那原本是个很完美的爱情史背后的不完美是有那个罗密欧在舞会上所一见钟情的初恋情人-玛丽亚,默默承受着那被动了手脚的故事。原本是玛丽亚先遇到罗密欧的,那原本就快要结婚的小两口却被所谓的朱丽叶趁虚而入和罗密欧如同那故事情节的完美结局。但事实上,又没有人能够了解到玛丽亚的感受?原本就快和心爱的人一起,穿上那爱的嫁纱在那爱神丘比特的带领下,上帝的见证以后就会永远在一起的她会在最后的时候变成怎么样呢?没有人知道,没有人能够了解,没有人能明白那种割爱成全的痛楚……
就像被心爱的人出卖了还要为它付出,沦落到那下贱的痛苦。曾经两人的承诺一瞬间消失到谷底,轰轰烈烈地曾经爱过,换来的是如此伤人的悲剧。难道在你们眼里的所谓完美爱情只不过是如此?被出卖的玛丽亚的结局是什么?到如今没有人知道,原因是那一厢情愿的作者在摆布。这个故事往往在我们的现实生活中缠绕着,生活中的配角往往会让人又不可思议的举止。每当我们身边的客串无时无刻要我们提仿那自我为好朋友的,可是倔强害惨了幸福。挡路人看见的时候,只会感叹短暂的爱。
很多时候,我们认为对的东西未必是对的,只是我们必须要站在没有私心的立场上,事外当中才能看到我们原本不能察觉到的一切。中听的话未必是对我们好的,难听的话未必是不好的。
Ewin ask me to teach her brother Malay and English as a tuition teacher that I never been before so panic grant me to be afraid of this. Pray before do anything. She asked me not to be afraid on it yet be calm to teach him for her brother already in secondary school. Oh my goodness, mom laughs at me because my personal Malay is like such a dreaming case.
Last week, Yoshin came and want to borrow white shirt from me for working purpose yet she chat with me non-stop until she and Miyeon refuse to go work.
Kelvin Soh and his evangelism group came to Penang for a concert aka famous artists nowadays, like Ah Mei. Drummer- Jeremy, bassist- James, Saxophone player- Steve and much more together with their half to our church. We were having lunch together at my uncle restaurant- ‘Tuk Tuk Thai Restaurant’. I was just like a tourism guy introduces much recipe to them. A happiest lunch that we did enjoy it so much.
当一个静思时,都会有很多不一样的感想浮现。这几天我轰然发现到我的家人夺我的感觉和以往不同。从刚刚才完成的大姐婚礼后,我觉得到他么离我越来越远,从他们的对话`思想`举止,和以往不一样。脾气变得很暴躁所以可以说那场婚礼,我是多么想避开`多么想不要参加。
我又在觉得到朋友;对我来说,日久见人心,你当他是宝儿他未必当你是好你们都有同感对吧?无时无刻为他们着想,辛辛苦苦地扮演好自己的角色,可是你万万也想不到那对你好的是那无时无刻为你想,为你付出的人。朋友再也不是你所想像的那样-是拿来出卖的。是我们应该呵护的
考试??我根本没有那种冲力去读书,反而一整天到晚无所事事`走来走去`心情跌倒谷底,没心写部落各,连上厕所以觉得不必要,难道我的时间到了?快死了?没有感觉
 The pain of my heart in physical condition makes me feel that my life likes want to meet the end....

Saturday, January 2, 2010

如果的事 · Happy December 2009

Really long time I didn't upload and update my blog already.

That's pretty sorry about that because I was busy about friend's wedding and my sister's wedding which is nearly  at the corner as I have a lot of assignment and many works to finish.


21th December 2009 was my 18 birthday and I really thanks Facebook birthday reminder application created for hundred over people greet me about my birthday. Thanks for all my friends that gave me a lot of present on it  for many people celebrate birthday with me. As for my dad, he wish to see me dare to go for blood donation. So why not I go? Afternoon, my classmate celebrate with me at 'bak kut teh ong' and at night, T&T celebrate with me at OXO Cafelab.


23th December 2009, songs practice at church for Boon & Grace wedding dinner. After that, we went for dinner at Ox Taiwanese restaurant yet the next day, Hui Wen found that she has a food poison after the dinner.


24th December 2009, go for Christmas celebration with T&T cell group and Laura's families at 4th auntie's house. The marinate of the chicken wings were nice and tasty which Pastor Shirley give Jen auntie a highest rates. As for the gift exchange session, I got a big box of Carlbury Milk Chocolate.^^ .. Then we went to Queensbay for countdown session with Hui Wen's friends, Tim, Edwina and Steven. I saw my secondary schoolmates that they get a shock while seeing me wearing so weird to countdown. That's fashion, okay.
Because I just came from BBQ.





































26th December 2009, big day for Boon and Grace, the decoration of the church is nice and full of joyous in the ceremony. All the 'audience' are ready and excited about the kissing part. When the pastor announce that 'You may kiss the bride', all of us just stand up and put our hands together to shout for it. While for the time when the bridegroom came to 'get' his wife, I was the helper for that day so I had a responsible to 'play' the bridegroom and his so call brother. Yet, I was played by them for they have so many people around to support the bridegroom. During the dinner night, we all took photograph with this lovely couple and the major is that our 'doctor Emmy' is back!! Hurray!! Nice to meet her again. We were really panic to present the song we plan to greet them. Finally, it ends with a happy ending.