如果的事 · The feeling that stop in march

the tutor really funny~ keep on pulling her door..

this is really a busy semester i had ever, no time to break, to keep on updating the blog nor to do great things to my family..

I feel alone when i am in the college, it is just a hell when i keep o sitting at the corner of the class doing nothing bt be a fool there to wait for the time to pass-by.. Cannot concentrate on what the tutor and lecture class, always keep on dreaming when the notes and books in front of me..

Feeling weird that my k-papa and mama keep war now.. did not talk to each another for quite a long time, as for me that cannot do anything that is in between of them..

Daddy go to the ZOE conference last night at Johor this time, Cheah Yee went to mama house for staying there 1 whole week, mummy stay home alone because I got to stay at my cousin house so that i can go to college easily..

went for the 'Change Management' just now, which means that i skip the lecture of E-Commerce..

Yesterday~ attend the church Sunday service with Xuer, then stay back for a short practice for the Jesus Resurrection Performance.. As usual, I be the dancer and solo again... thats gonna kill me that i have already a year didn't go for dancing class that i can feel the pain on forcing self to dance. That's killing me..

I am fatter i guess, having gathering dinner every week now..
the secondary class gathering was fun that every still the same with funniest face make jokes around.. Anith told us that she want married in 2 years time and now she has already engaged..

I am just wondering why am i here at the corner in the class, making fool, doing nothing and damn sick on the plenty of assignment high up to my neck that cannot concentrate on the class..ACT LIKE A CHILD ever~

this is the sadness semester I had before, every beloved one tries to withdraw in the few months later~ SOB SOB

如果的事 · 被遗忘的日记

已经有多少天我没向大家报道了??连我自己也忘了~也许我真的很忙...

看了Min yik老师的专栏，才厚然发现她很有艺术天分...锦贵不时也会到医院捐血，没想到他那么有正义感，应该向他学习..
今天在班上有被某人气得咋咋跳，回过神来，下课了~到Survine的班楼下等她放学..一起到奢侈的Secret Receipy享用晚餐...

思玲让我想起了很多高中时候的趣事，和斗鸡眼吵架的时候，还有一起唱歌的时光~

昨天才从赌船回来的我，晚上又到马华公会当usher，简直是要我的腿缠废掉...新的团体-列外人，是由那张惠妹的音乐总监‘Martin'操刀的新人团队也是来自于林义忠歌手牧师的教会会有之一，他们的新专辑~姑娘，很漂亮（有点像ShinEE)已经出版了，不错~很有潜能，而且还是那电台中已连五次首榜的歌了~超geng...已经一整夜没睡没坐的我，脚痛的妈妈认不得...今天还有点仲仲的感觉~可怜的我...

无意中得知我姐的乾弟弟跟他说的所谓‘秘密’，吓得我很想避开他~太不可思议了，怎样都好，讲清楚比较好~Papa in Christ 要我和他讲清楚，避免‘手尾长’...跟几个大姐姐大哥哥谈了之后，发现到他们的意见和关怀很实在...真的很谢谢你们一路以来的指引~
Laura will go to Malacca soon for her mission and evangelism studies~ pray for her~