如果的事 · The feeling that stop in march

the tutor really funny~ keep on pulling her door..

this is really a busy semester i had ever, no time to break, to keep on updating the blog nor to do great things to my family..

I feel alone when i am in the college, it is just a hell when i keep o sitting at the corner of the class doing nothing bt be a fool there to wait for the time to pass-by.. Cannot concentrate on what the tutor and lecture class, always keep on dreaming when the notes and books in front of me..

Feeling weird that my k-papa and mama keep war now.. did not talk to each another for quite a long time, as for me that cannot do anything that is in between of them..

Daddy go to the ZOE conference last night at Johor this time, Cheah Yee went to mama house for staying there 1 whole week, mummy stay home alone because I got to stay at my cousin house so that i can go to college easily..

went for the 'Change Management' just now, which means that i skip the lecture of E-Commerce..

Yesterday~ attend the church Sunday service with Xuer, then stay back for a short practice for the Jesus Resurrection Performance.. As usual, I be the dancer and solo again... thats gonna kill me that i have already a year didn't go for dancing class that i can feel the pain on forcing self to dance. That's killing me..

I am fatter i guess, having gathering dinner every week now..
the secondary class gathering was fun that every still the same with funniest face make jokes around.. Anith told us that she want married in 2 years time and now she has already engaged..

I am just wondering why am i here at the corner in the class, making fool, doing nothing and damn sick on the plenty of assignment high up to my neck that cannot concentrate on the class..ACT LIKE A CHILD ever~

this is the sadness semester I had before, every beloved one tries to withdraw in the few months later~ SOB SOB