如果的事 · 30 - 11 - 2009 Monday Sunny

As I was wondering whether I can go for the youth camp or not, Steven call up me to tell me that the application form should be alright to approve it, yet I cannot make a decision to go or not because on that day, I have a IT group assignment submission date around the corner. Daddy ask me not to go, end up got to go with Joshua first to see how the lecturer arrangement.



These few days, I was going to our church camp, ‘revival fire’ taught by pastor Paul Tan Kim Tai. He has a good teaching skill with a nice joke habits which we can think about the things we had never think out before about the bible.

The movie of 2012 is about the disaster happens which is natural and not by God’s will, so as the Maya said the end of the world is near. From the bible we could even know that 2012 is some sort following the bible. The ark made is just same like what Noah made it when the God comes to save the days. Even we can knew that the tsunami, volcano, temperature of the earth has increase nowadays somehow the thing is different is that the end of the world is not human to save the days but the only one God can do so for he made up the natural environment for us. Through the movie, people will even wonder that why the God is cruel to kill the human but why don’t you think that all that you have is belongs to who? The end of the world cannot be known by anybody but the only true God, the date of the end will be just like what God has told us in the revolution, the day will just like a thief comes to destroy without knowing by anyone.


Some people are try to use their knowledge to ‘help’ God but end up with the all nonsense things that happens which people get hurt so from now onwards we have to serve the lord with all our heart, mind and soul and unite the kingdom of God and let it be Jesus Christ to build up by his own will but not by human to build up the churches without prayer.


Stay in the Paradise Hotel these few days, although everyone seems like tiredness and yet they could receive the anointing of God.

如果的事 · IT day

Yvonne here telling me and Ewin for both of us have been eat the ‘char hor fun’ for 2 days. Perhaps we have forgotten that yesterday we have ate or there is the one can satisfy our hunger.



Is the time to read IT again. In the lecture hall, there is a gang of ‘witch aka bitch’ here making noise and talking nonsense loudly around. Momoko’s boy friend did scold them aloud and yet they didn’t feel any shame and scolding him back. What are the rubbish around disturbing people to revise?


When the class wanted to start, they all went out then only we realise that they are not the class students who just ‘borrow’ a air condition to chit chat. Oh man, why are the world having this bastard (rude to say so), but they are really stuck around here harassing people.


Is the time to have our test start, Survine too here for the test, everyone just look like having an enough preparation and I am still blur and having a brain ‘tsunami’. Time’s up, pass up the paper please. Everyone turn to me and said they don’t know how to do, what to do and murmuring. But I don’t think that they can’t do it, because in the exam hall, they keep on writing.

如果的事 · Wednesday 18 – 11 – 2009 sunny

Sitting in my cousin’s shop (they are the vegetable manufacturer). I bought some breakfast for them because they have to wake early 3 am. Although all of them have to wake up so early yet they didn’t fell any uncomfortable as I always sitting there snoring and fell very tired.



As everyone still asleep in there softy bed, I have to wake up at 6 and then go for my cousin’s shop to wait for her to pick me to college. Why am I look tired? Last night went out to neighbourhood and steal peoples’ chicken? The answer is no!! For I have to go the shop early in the morning. Ask Helix to buy mineral water for me at 7.30 am and yet I get scold because he not yet wake up for our class is on 9 am.


Today, we can’t even go for account lecture class because tomorrow we have IT test around the corner, Timothy call me last night as we have chit chat around 3 hours in the whole midnight, end up daddy and mummy scold me because the room door didn’t close well.


Study for the IT test tomorrow, again coffee is my best ‘friend’ which always accompany me when I am burning the midnight oil. Sandra here ‘harass’ me, just want to show off that her year end holiday is near. Owhs, that is cool. Missing my ‘young’ age life.

如果的事 · bear 17 – 11 – 2009 Tuesday sunny

It is hot afternoon as I sitting at my brother in law’s office, I feel tired and moody to finish my studies of IT notes. Another 3 more days to go on for the exam at our CA. So I have to be more hardworks on it. Although daddy is coming to pick me, I still can’t concentrate on my sleepy condition. Ah Leong (our funny buddy) buy a pack of coffee for me and yet still can’t concentrate on my work. He then go back to work now.



Just now the IT tutorial 3 make my dizzy on it. Lousy mouse can’t work well but I do finished my homework with Helix in group. He is smart to use my laptop to online and I am beside to finish the stupid no marks and no point work. The work has pass to the lecturer and going back by bus with Yvonne.


Being a broken hearted, my laptop fall down from the seat beside in the bus in the morning when I am taking bus to college. Oh no, I shouted in my heart, mind and soul. Last night too, my blue teddy don’t know why has a bad smell on it that Sandra said it smell like people urine so I go and washed it at late midnight. This morning, woke up at 6 something to wash all my clothes then rush to daddy’s car with my Mickey sport shoes and a pair of shocks. Oh my goodness!! That’s going to kill me, I wrongly take Sandra’s shocks and have no shocks to wear for daddy had gone off from home. The time when reach the hawker stall, I plan to have my ‘hokkien mee’ but the fella off today so I got to eat ‘wan tan mee’ which taste bad.


Going for the lecture class at hall ended up the class cancel for we have been waiting for such a long time. Then went to Helix’s hostel to online after they all having their breakfast, he never call me then he go for the next class so he has to drive back and pick me. What a bad day for me. Timothy kind of sad today and he said he will call me at night, alright I will be a good listen and teller.


Owhs, my left ear and teeth get a pain again.

如果的事 · 16 - 11 - 2009 monday rainy

Tze Wei show me Rachel’s birthday present to me which is The Body Shop’s product – bath fragrance and lotion. It smell nice to me – cherry flavour.

Cherry means cherish, this is meaningful to me. For I have not yet buy Rachel a present (too busy on assignment). Before going to bus station, daddy brought me to eat ‘duck keoy teow soup’, it taste nice but too expensive to me. $3.50 for one small bowl that the auntie said that is a large portion.

Finish the English class with online to chat and listen to others presentation. Summary practice after the presentation, it take 10 minutes for me to finish it. Then I chit chat with Hersing for a long time that makes Helix feel want to kill me because I told her much of the lousy thing on him.

After finish up our lunch at canteen, we rush to print out all the works and thus to do our account assignment which this coming Wednesday is the deadline. It takes us 4 hours to finish all the jobs and this is incredible to do so. Before that, we almost take few weeks, day and night to do it but now is faster than previous. Nice job to all of you, thanks to Yvonne, Ewin, Xuer and Jenny for the help. Lay Hoon did help a lot on ‘making noise’ so we wont feel boring to face the assignment. Although it makes a lot of problem of the assignment in between, we feel satisfy when get a balance in the trial balance sheet.

Again my internet WiFi get a crazy on it which make me can’t fed my RC workers, so I ask Yvonne help me. Helix ask me to borrow him the account work so I do agree in sleepy condition because it is late at night. Anyway, good night.

如果的事 · Malay Wedding Kenduri 15 – 11 - 2009 Sunday rainy

Malay keduri

Another Sunday for me, again woke up early to prepare to go for Sunday Service. Uncle Lim (my dad’s ‘chinggu’) invite us for breakfast and Cantonese call ‘yam zhou cha’ at Gourment Restaurant on 7 something so we all rush to get early than that to show ‘respect’ to him?

Daddy ask us to dress nicely for we are going to mum’s Malay friend’s kenduri’ (Malay people wedding opening ceremony. After having breakfast with uncle at 8 something (we went back is all because of Sandra who make noise fooling around there want to go home). When we reach at church, Laura and Freddy seems unhappy, Rachel told me that the sound system again get something wrong on it. Isn’t it ‘flu’ last night healing service? As I told you guys that is the time we have to change a new one. Someone has already ask me to teach them about the sound system but the system is too lousy that I cannot teach them much on it.

After searching for the solution on no sound of the monitor and the main speakers, Timothy ask me to change the wire to the sub-monitor but the thing is that the sub-woofer may get a high frequency feedback so better not to touch it. Dr Loh (my sound system and PA system’s teacher) ask to solve it but for me, it doesn’t work or make any senses that I did try to unlock the system with Rachel so we choose to go away from it.

As I preparing the youth duty roster, the service begun and the speaker start to crazy with the loud pop sound annoying my hearing. Rush to the sound system and found that the piano channel’s red LED turns to bright so quickly I cut the volume down and ask Christine (pianist of the day) to change to keyboard. Praise the Lord, it doesn’t effected the worship of the day but held in warmth and well. Uncle Michael (INTI college principle) and Laura start to praise for my nice performance on it for didn’t get panic to face the great disturbance.

Uncle Michael always ask me to study at his college for the sound engineering course, I do want to study but the reason is that the financial problem which cost me few ten thousand bucks. Wow, that going to kill me if I do take the course.

Again we attend Malay’s wedding, the Malay women said that Sandra look likes a Malay child which make her angry.. I saw a lot of people in different races here to celebrate the wedding and this make me felt warmth and the main point is this year Malaysia mission – One Malaysia. Multiracial Malaysia always is the importance to maintain harmony of a country.

Today is mama’s birthday but Louis, Nee Nee and Vanessa did celebrate with her at Azuma Japanese Restaurant last night which I couldn’t attend it as I have to duty at church sound system. Anyway, Happy Birthday to mama.

如果的事 · November days Saturday 14 – 11 – 2009 Sunny

This is the brand new day for me, Laura message me that to remind me about the practical for tomorrow praise and worship but I thus forgot it and the time should be on today 8 am. I woke up at 10 something because of Ewin call up me to ask about the install of new version Microsoft office into her notebook. Again it is new morning to me, after clean up dirty stuff in me bedroom (almost all is sister fault), swept the floor and start for bathing and brush my teeth. My uncle cook such a nice fried cakes and soup for my brunch and I asked him about the traffic jam occurred yesterday evening. He told me that it is a robbery case for it. Last night, my sister told me that I should use her facial product to cure my pimples on my face. It takes me few months to heal these wound so I just follow what she said to use the Dermadex cleanser drop on the pimples yet today I found that it works. Anyway thanks to her. Tonight will be going to have a healing service in our church so I have to make a quick preparation so that I won’t be late.

Hereby, I want to make a report for you all about these few days. Let’s see how and what I do in these few days:

Tuesday 10 – 11 – 2009

This is Hui Wen’s birthday, after greeting her then I woke up to college for my IT class, I taught that today will be the day we have to go for laboratory so I brought along my laptop for our project work and all those funny stuffs and yet, we have to stay at class for this week. After the lecture class (Theresa was angry on the other class students who is not concentrate on her talk so we have to dismiss earlier that before.) Then we go for quick lunch at canteen after that we go foyer for the account assignment preparation because the deadline is near. Xuer and Yvonne plan to give our stationery a name called ‘Golla’ – funky name.

After that we went to IT tutorial class but the other lecturer still using our classroom so I plan to knock the door and ask Yvonne to show him the time is end yet we dare not to do so. However, Miss Liew go and knock the door but he seems like didn’t hear it so Yvonne the door twice and loudly then Miss Liew show him her watch, then only he realize that the time is over and look embarrass. We then keep laughing non-stop. After back to home, cook for the dinner then we ate it. Daddy ask me to take the rice cooker out from the kitchen, I ask him to give me the way to walk but he refuse to do so then I use to heat him with the rice cooker and mom laughing at him for he get a shock instead.

After schooling time, I went to my brother in law’s shop to wait for daddy to pick up me home. Yet I found that my eldest sister is inside the office so we go for lunch then I accompany them to the ‘mui lang’s company for their marriage. Then we went to Praginmall to buy a white dress for her wedding ceremony. Following, we go to my elder sister’s friend boutique (Zococo) to look for accessories to match my dress. Unfortunately, we found it in wrong floor so we planned to go home. The end, we saw the shop in front of us and the things are look fresh and nice but the price is ‘nice’ too.

Wednesday 11 – 11 – 2009

Cheah Yee birthday. She taught that we will be giving her a surprise and yet she got nothing for this year because she failed in many subject yet asking game boy or PSP for her present. I am doing my homework and not to bother her. She cried out to God for daddy to gift her or not she want to change her surname but until the end no one wants to help her. I have no mood to talk with her so I choose to sleep.

Ewin discharge today so we went to college together and we did buy some Mc’ donalds for our lunch time in tutorial because our class start on 11am – 6 pm. I got 22/25 in my IOM test. That sounds great!! Cheers. In my soulmate quiz, the result shows that my another half’s name start with E. then I start to call back on whose name is that.

Thursday 12 – 11 – 2009

I went to Gurney GSC to book for seats of new movie 2012. Waiting for such a long time to buy for the tickets and yet my sister told me that her daughters have a dance performance so the movie time has to cancel off. Such a sadness to me. I never crazy until to line up to buy for movie tickets at 10 in the morning, ended up we all can’t attend it. After tutorial class then we went to study room for our next plan for the account assignment. Xuer’s laptop is using Window 7 and look nice the graphic and function. The assignment is almost done so we go to Winter Warmers for our lunch.

The beef bolognaise spaghetti wasn’t taste nice today because is taste in cold and the chicken cheese baked pasta taste same too although it look great when served but taste a bit lousy.

On the way back to home, Ewin, Yvonne and I share our secret together then I want to click on my safety belt, on that time my chest feel a shock and painful. Yvonne start a fool and told us that is breast muscle cramp. What’s that?? Tell it in detail, please! We all laugh out loud and Ewin did post the conversation on the facebook and make many people laugh. They all snap my ugly pose during lecture class and make everyone keep comment on my funky look. Oh man, delete it! What a serious face in the photo. When did you guys snap on it?
I didn’t realize that.

The movie 2012 tells that the next 3 years will be end of the world for the scientist make a statistic and research on it. They told that it will occurred in the next 3 years on my birthday 21 December. Oh no, that’s such a sadness to me but we know that in bible mention that the end of the day will come like a thieve which in quietness and no one will realise about it and it just like a shock to everyone although the scientist make a concern estimation.

Friday 13 – 11 – 2009

Too early I went to college, doing nothing with all the ‘The Star’ newspaper and try to pay all my attention on it in the study room. It was so cold for me, suddenly Survine ask me to accompany her for lunch so we went for Nando’s Restaurant for the nice lunch time. We gossip all the time and chat for thing we both agree. Want to know? Yet you will have no chance to do so because it is a secret!

I was late in the class, but Miss Cheng didn’t scold at me for they are having their presentation in the class that I have did it on Monday. I then use the time to prepare account journal and file, Shyen keep asking me to finish up the group discussion presentation in time but I didn’t have enough of information to do so. It is his turn and other buddies’ turns to present and they all look excited.

Nice performance to you all. After the class, I rush to college bus back home and I meet a nice girl (year2) student who willing to share her seat with me and talk to me although we don’t know each another. After I reach at brother in law’s shop, he sends me back to home. On the way round, the police block out the roadway and many witnesses all around the old building. What’s going on? Can someone tell us? We stop and look on the building and found nothing so we continue to go home. We argue that that may be someone try to commit suicide or either robbers up there. Traffic jam all over the town area.

At night we start to gossip together and luckily we didn’t get scold by daddy for we are laughing too loud. I edit my sister’s photo for her and yet she makes her ‘dear’ look like a girl after putting the fake hair on his head.

如果的事 · The Danger oHallowen

We realize that the article by Kimberly Daniels is controversial. It reflects her own personal views—based on her many years of ministering to people involved in the occult. We have chosen to post another column by Ken Eastburn which offers a different view of Halloween. We welcome our readers to post comments on that article as well. Click here to read Eastburn's article.


Halloween—October 31—is considered a holiday in the United States. In fact, it rivals Christmas with regard to how widely celebrated it is. Stores that sell only Halloween-related paraphernalia open up a few months before the day and close shortly after it ends. But is Halloween a holiday that Christians should be observing?
The word "holiday" means "holy day." But there is nothing holy about Halloween. The root word of Halloween is "hallow," which means "holy, consecrated and set apart for service." If this holiday is hallowed, whose service is it set apart for? The answer to that question is very easy—Lucifer's!


Lucifer is a part of the demonic godhead. Remember, everything God has, the devil has a counterfeit. Halloween is a counterfeit holy day that is dedicated to celebrating the demonic trinity of : the Luciferian Spirit (the false father); the Antichrist Spirit (the false holy spirit); and the Spirit of Belial (the false son).
The key word in discussing Halloween is "dedicated." It is dedicated to darkness and is an accursed season. During Halloween, time-released curses are always loosed. A time-released curse is a period that has been set aside to release demonic activity and to ensnare souls in great measure.


You may ask, "Doesn't God have more power than the devil?" Yes, but He has given that power to us. If we do not walk in it, we will become the devil's prey. Witchcraft works through dirty hearts and wrong spirits.


During this period demons are assigned against those who participate in the rituals and festivities. These demons are automatically drawn to the fetishes that open doors for them to come into the lives of human beings. For example, most of the candy sold during this season has been dedicated and prayed over by witches.
I do not buy candy during the Halloween season. Curses are sent through the tricks and treats of the innocent whether they get it by going door to door or by purchasing it from the local grocery store. The demons cannot tell the difference.


Even the colors of Halloween (orange, brown and dark red) are dedicated. These colors are connected to the fall equinox, which is around the 20th or 21st of September each year and is sometimes called "Mabon." During this season witches are celebrating the changing of the seasons from summer to fall. They give praise to the gods for the demonic harvest. They pray to the gods of the elements (air, fire, water and earth).


Mother earth is highly celebrated during the fall demonic harvest. Witches praise mother earth by bringing her fruits, nuts and herbs. Demons are loosed during these acts of worship. When nice church folk lay out their pumpkins on the church lawn, fill their baskets with nuts and herbs, and fire up their bonfires, the demons get busy. They have no respect for the church grounds. They respect only the sacrifice and do not care if it comes from believers or non-believers.
Gathering around bonfires is a common practice in pagan worship. As I remember, the bonfires that I attended during homecoming week when I was in high school were always in the fall. I am amazed at how we ignorantly participate in pagan, occult rituals.


The gods of harvest that the witches worship during their fall festivals are the Corn King and the Harvest Lord. The devil is too stupid to understand that Jesus is the Lord of the Harvest 365 days a year. But we cannot be ignorant of the devices of the enemy. When we pray, we bind the powers of the strong men that people involved in the occult worship.

如果的事 · Queensbay 9 - 11 - 2009 monday sunny

Sorry for my late 'submission' of my blog these few days for I am too busy on my sister's wedding stuff and my assignment is really make me dizzy.. short deadline need to finish up so much of works and yet no one could easily understand that what the lecturers want actually.. Got it? Nope.

Last Saturday, after our family meeting a home together enjoy dinner that I cooked, we went to Queensbay mall for looking any dress that suitable to mummy and me for my eldest sister's wedding. The promoter keep taking the dress whic my elder said that it is look like a sea cucmber.. well, the sales girl keep laugh and it wasn't a joke for me beause they all have already bought their own dres but me ?? Huh, that's really kill me for try otso much of dress and clothes and end up I bought a new pair of high heel which only cost RM21.60 after dscount !! nice.. Element, ban sei !!!(korea words- shout for victory)

There are new Japanese shop selling all Japanese product like cosmetic, snacks and so on. The promoter there are wearing their uniform - kimono, look cute and nice.. Kawaii 

What get from there are the slimming stickers (ginger). I do also take photo of it.

As for Sunday, doing nothing after church, try to read through my English presentation script. From my sixth sense, I know that Monday English class for sure I am the one of the 'lucky' babies.. When evening, me accompany Survine, Helix and Hao to Christian Dior looking for part time promoter for their event, we taught that we have to go through the interview session yet we easily pass..BINGO !! Next weekend have to start. After that Survine and I went to book store to buy some plasticine for her volleyball assignment which we have to do three human mould playing volleyball with a 'standard skills. I paint her board with my fingers in gold colour. 'Golden finger' she sarcastic onto me. Well,that's quite true enough that I am the third person who present. Miss Cheng (English tutor) ask me o state clearly to my point before I continue it. Before that, I keep praying that I could get enough things to share in these 7minutes, not bad I got 6 somethings.

From Yvonne, we know that Ewin admitted yesterday morning so we all went to visit her after lunch time at Loh Guan Lye hospital. Doctor said that her body lack of vitamins and for her which is 'chilli queen' has to quit this bad eating habit so no chilli for her from now onwards, thank you. She is having a funny mind that after watching that Thai horror movie 'Forbia2', she scared herself and cannot sleep for whole night in the hospital. On the other hand, Jen is back for she get a bad and serious eyesight because her contact lens are hurting to her cornea. Luckily both of these to guys are well now, so take care, dude.

Bad stomach pain is 'following' me or whole afternoon until now it still get pain. I think that just a muscle cramp. whatever... again line cannot use.. Ask Kenneth to take the JJC certificate from Lin Yin.

如果的事 · 7 - 11 - 2009 sunny saturday

wow.. today was a pretty hot day around the whole Penang. I taught it will just like these few days, raining whole day and night none stop yet is damn hot around here.

These few days was busy on examination and all assignment until I can't even take a deep breath. English for communication skill presentation again is around the corner. After pick the topic 'disadvantages of preservative food', I could easily get to know that lead poison was harmful to our health. Although I have learn a lot, I get too long the script to present.

From Shyen, I know that the three TARC students who pass away which one of them was his friend - James. Poor little friend here, life is short and everyone can't measure it in time so tryto appreciate your friend in order because that is God's pln we meet together.

Last few days , I miss that stupid bus and again I get scold by mama. Hate the bus who always go early than my class dismiss.. irrespossible uncle !!!

TARC has a poor management skill !! For sure that every tarcian will agree to what I said!
Not enough of parking place, lousy furniture in class, 'cold' air condition, lousy canteen food that provide same everyday, no ATM mechine, no student welfare corportion and much more.

Again the government come and told us that our 'hometown' want to remove. Which means that my memory during childhood want to be clear off??!! no way !! Yoshin come and told me about this sadness.

survine ask me and Helix to work as promoter of 'Christian Dior' but we have to interview the manager first so hope that we can pass !! AZA

如果的事 · Harvest In Cafe 2 - 11 - 2009 monday sunny

pepper mint lamb
marina mustard chicken
barbeque chicken
international clocks
starter - soup of the day - mushroom soup

well well well..

it is a brand new day for me, yet I only attend the macroeconomics class half way then
I went back home because there too much people (students from other classes) pack together to study and I feel hard to breath so I give up and refuse to 'join' them yet I get laughed by Helix for he already 'warn' me not to go today class cause the 'strangers/foreigner' is quite a lot today to join !!

So I really regret about it. Next time to listen to your word. After that lousy class, I called to Harvest In Cafe to book for place for tonight gathering of youth 'T&T's meeting so will meet later on..

I was curious that who will be going because Rachel told me that there will be 8 person joinning.

oh I see, they're Timmy with her girl friend, Fred, Laura, Me, Rachel, Steven, Callie. wow.. that's quite a lot.

the food tonight is different to what we eat on morning and afternoon session, but still it is nice !!

the price are cheap enough, we are actually making fool around and took many photo there for the view at night is prettier than the morning look because it is romantic feel..

如果的事 · 1 - 11 -2009 first sunday sunny

made by me



it is look like a Latin dancers?

Another Sunday again, washing my face and teeth, took a quick bath then to church. In the car, sounds quiet. I tried not to talk to them and stay calm to prepare my heart to Sunday service.

Now only I know that I have already 2 weeks didn’t update my status to you all, so now I am back to report it day by day. After taking the Holy Communion, I start to recall back what I have done during the whole month, I feel ashame on it. Uncle Alex ask me to go for the youth camp that I have been told him that I cannot make it because I have a English group performance and IT test on that period of time. Then I discuss with Laura and Rachel regards to the T-shirt design, having lunch at church, drink coconut juice with Sandra.

Helix MSN me that whether that I got hand in the outline for him or not, he told me that he want to buy Buberry EDT Miniature 5ml for Hersing this anniversary of them.. Congratulation ya..

Joshua is asking me to update my blog, alright, now I am rushing to update it. Freddy told me that (keep reminding me) there will be a T&T meeting at Harvest In Café so want me to attend it. Rachel wants me to accompany her to the T-shirt designer there for the last T-shirt design confirmation tomorrow afternoon together with Uncle Alex. So no need report to you yet you will know how tomorrow my schedule is. It is full!!! Yet I am here to show off with you guys that my sister wedding photo is done and it is nice to show you all, it is snapped at France Taipei Bridal house.. Cool huh? Again, esther neoh gotto be more efficient to finish up all the work !!!

today sermon more less talk on family problem which my family face it recently.. read out whole through the bible of book of Ephessians then you may understand that why we have to care on the family we have now because it is not an accident that we could meet together but it is a God's plan. Then try to appreciate it rather than to make both side to feel sad and yet cherish is to make all of us feel warmth. This is not a personal responsibility but it is a must for the human beings in the world. Love your enemy as you love yourself, it is hard to do so but this may help us to grow mature.

如果的事 · 31 - 10 -2009 saturday sunny

Although it is the sunny day, my heart turns to rain again...

Well.. Auntie pick me to cut my hair, before that I want to dye it to red like last time, but I forget to ask her to buy the colouring for me so I can’t dye it.. no chance.

Elder sister keep on calling me to scold me on yesterday stuff.. After that I accompany my mum to visit my uncle at hospital for he is sick in can’t sleep at night and always get afraid on nothing. Sitting among all the psychological patients, I can feel sympathize to them. This is not they choose to be and yet they have to face the truth. For they are not crazy but lonely with no family besides them or some of them have a over stress to face. Some of them look normal and yet they are quiet.

Walk back from hospital to home, we went for a coffee shop for our lunch, hungry tummy calls me but I cannot taking in any food just drinks some juice. Mummy called for Pastor Steven for help to pray for our family with my dad talking nonsense to her that make her feel unsafe. I was ashame for why my family will be like this?? In front of you guys, you will just realize that 

I will face this kind of stuff and you will see I always make fun and jokes all around. For I didn’t go for the praise and worship practice with FGCJB members that I cried for few hours nonstop. Stop forcing me to death. I don’t know that what will be going to happen on me after this moment.

Quite evening in our family dinner time, I refuse to eat with them and I hate to do so. Why they cannot like others family which pay care, lovely and kindness to we, children? Taste odourless the meal. Pray to god to help to fix it. Miss the dinner time with pastor Jerry last time. Kinda miss that time which he always cares about me. How are you, pastor? Are you at the right of god’s hand in the heaven?

如果的事 · 30 - 10 - 2009 friday sunny

Today is worst for me. After going dinner with Ewin and wait for her cousin to facial, my handphone suddenly turn off and daddy can’t get me so again I get scold by mom and dad. My sisters start to blame on me and they give warning to me if the family broke down which mean the cause is me!! Again I feel like I am staying in the hell, do you guys think that I purposely to switch it off?? Why you guys just like a bitch that don’t want to listen to what I am trying to say? This journey for choosing DMK was your plan for me and it was not what I want to be.

You guys just blaming that I was like a ‘princess’ stay at home whole day and doing nothing? 

But don’t you think about that I didn’t have any transport? I didn’t have such a great qualification to teach in primary kids’ tuition? As you know that these days’ have a great different compare to what we learn last time. Then how about you guys?? Don’t you ever think that my time has a big gap? I wake up at six when you all were still sleeping, follow daddy to bus station to take college bus to school or waiting eldest cousin to pick me after her business. 

Back home at lately six in the evening, after dinner I have to rush my homework some more have to teach Sandra homework and grammar. All my days is full like a primary kid, even worst to say that I am just like a child rush here and there to class then back home?

Mummy use to scare me that she will be going to move out of this family after my eldest sister marriage, daddy said that one day when he can’t stand for it, he will be going to kill me. So what to do? Are you tried to push me to death? In front of all people, you act like a nice and well manner parent and yet in another way round, you making fool on me. 

You have stress as you said unto me but end up I also have my own trouble to fix it. Everyone has a problem and yet you push it all to me. What to do? Teach me…

Try not to see their face, I ask my cousin to accompany me to night market either to look for shoes or some snacks to just waste the time to see those faces. I know that we have to respect elders and yet I can’t make it.

如果的事 · 29 - 10- 2009 thursday rainny

During the account class, we all asked to show the working to the lecturer and this is just like when I was in six attending the kinder garden. Luckily I have done all the tutorial work or not again I will just like last week have to do a double portion homework.
So I ask Shyen to pick me up tomorrow because the macro class has change to tomorrow. Again, we went to Harvest In Café and we all enjoyed the food there. For the ‘real’ Chinese – Ewin thus enjoy the western tomyam fried rice. Helix refuse to join us because he had already having mhis meal before the class so we all share the Croissant Ham & Cheese together and discuss our ORG assignment.

They all had forgot to do the English performance outline which we got to hand in tomorrow during the lesson, so Momo, Hansson, Hulgaris and Manzy skip the class to finish it and maybe they won’t be attend tomorrow class. They all got to go for work (line service).

Today just go through with nothing special. But one thing I was angry and smphathise about is that the form 5 girl, Hui Lin is blind now because that day the acid poured by her daddy towards her and her mom is totally harm to her both eyes and my friend cousin who same class with her told us that her face is totally damaged cause it is high corrosion. Poor girl.. guys!! Please pray for her ya..

如果的事 · Ghost? 27 - 10 - 2009 Tuesday sunny

This is a funniest day to make fool to Yvonne for she scare on ghost stuff. I was just calling her name and the pole is blocked my whole body until she can’t even realize that was me, so she not dare to look at me for she is scare about it.
The IT class was just a few of us join the lecture hall, Theresa (IT lecture) was so angry about that and she was asking us why just a few of the students join the class yet we don’t know how to answer her. Well, it is just a quick teaching on today lesson for we all had a boring mood to study so dismiss early!!

After having a quick lunch at the corner hawker stall, we make noise there and this makes me feel fun again because our gang is just ‘back’!! making fun was just our ‘habit’, we shout, we laugh and we fooling around, at the moment the stupid cat walk by and the tail swept my legs and I just shout out for I taught that was other thing else.

Everyone is talking on what they scare about, we just point our fingers on Hansson that he scare on insects and all animals. I still can remember the scene he shouted out loud when the lizard is near to him, and we all laugh at this useless fella (joking).

Everything turns bad when the IT tutorial class was start. Our tutor, Ms Chin was just make fool to our gang for momo (Chris) and Hansson were tried to make funny on her so she hate our gang so much. Everything just fine until the mouse point is missing so I ask Jit Hou to fix it for me and yet the computer just hang and all things turn black so I put up both of my hands and tried to ask for help and you know what’s the tutor said to me?? She said the words with a high tune : ‘there is many computers in front isn’t?’ and she refuse to come and help me. 


I don’t want to change another computer because I just finish my work with Natalie yet she ask us to change and the computer was lack and it looks like older than me with a slow motion. Survine was laughing at me as the computer at the laboratory is stuck. The time for us to finish the assignment is short and she wants us to hand in now but as I just said that we have to retype but she just walk out the room and told us that she don’t want to accept it any more. As you guys know that I cannot stay calm if the one try to make fool on me so I can’t concentrate on the assignment although I know how to do and what to do. Ewin here was scolding me and she helped me to complete all the calculation. I can’t imagine that why you guys can use this kind of lousy computers?? She didn’t ask us to bring along pendrive and yet she wants us to use it to transfer the assignment to her.. what the hack she wants huh??

The end I miss the bus, can’t go home by the right time and it was a tired day for me and same to my eldest sister who facing friendship problem with her childish colleague.. It is a childish way to handle this kind of auntie level friend so be OPEN MINDED !!!

如果的事 · Secret Receipy day

hot chocolate

ice lemon tea

new york cheese cake

vienna brownies

It is a worst day for me because again the class in nearly to 5.30pm, the macro tutorial class was postponed to Friday. Then I went to my brother in law’s shop to wait for daddy to pick me up. Well.. I am still missing yesterday secret recipe’s brownies as it serve in hot and nice. Survine ordered the New York cheese cake and Vienna brownies to share together. After that, she went to same stall inside the Gurney Plaza to look for new bags and survey for her love’s one birthday present. Seiko was the brand she wants to choose for this gift, it is nice and look young too. 


The ORG exam just now was easy and yet I think I will get two wrong because Shyen told me that’s the wrong answer so I change it but after the test, I were checking it at the bus found that actually my answer for the previous one is correct!! Damn!!
After gone home, I ask my eldest cousin to reserve 3 pumpkin for Yvonne that they want to make pumpkin face for the coming ‘Hallowine night’. They are quite funny to ask me to bring the pumpkin to college!!! Oh man, that’s joking right?


Someone ask me why I change my blog channel to English?? The reason is that some of my friends who is English educated ask me to do so. That’s why I didn’t write in Chinese for quite a long time.

如果的事 · 26 - 10 - 2009 monday sunny

Today was nothing special happen on this new Monday.. This is already the 4th week of second semester. I am always think that the time pass by was fast and it is quite lonely to stay at marketing class.. It seems like a gap between me and my fellow classmate. Again the test is around the corner, have you guys well prepared??
The stupid SSDP program for English Language was stuck, I can’t even join once in this semester and the last semester also the same, the reason is ‘full, sorry’. Hey this is a lousy respond, okay?!! So this semester, again I failed to join so although I ask Joshua to ask me for the chance and he would like to give me his place and yet Ms Cheng said we can’t just simply change the arrangement. Well, let just says that god will make a way.
After having lunch with Xuer, Jenny, Helix at college canteen (the food is lousy and quite expensive as everyone agree), I follow helix back to their hostel to finish up my English performance script, using his lousy printer (water inside the printer because last week they forgot to switch off the water tape and the water was all over the place). I use to print for 7 pieces of assignment but he just told me that his printer was lack of ink, I already told you guys pray before use it.. Don’t want to trust me that’s the truth!!

Oh man, Helix here was crazy that he ask me to go for the macroeconomics class an hour early?? Huiyo, what happen to him?? Noob, dude!!! Laughed by the whole gang for his face is funny. During the class, he ask me to give some idea for his anniversary with Hersing. He said he want to make 99 money roses for her and yet he said he change his mind to give her a fragrance. But don’t you just give her a Gucci brand last month?? So rich man..

After the class, I went to my cousin house to make some list of the vegetables for her in her vegetable manufacture business. Their printer is quite slow, the ink quality is not so good compared to my K mak’s Brother’s brand. Having some fruits with my nephew and my niece, we tried to ask my nephew some English question because he is attending the English tuition ‘Smart Reader Kids’, yet he failed to answer our question as his answer is funny.

Again I sat in front of the computer, tried to type the ‘Organization and management’ assignment, I think out many ideas about that but I can’t type it out because it is too many to write it out.